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| Wednesday, October 12th, 2005 | | 8:22 pm |
I have just came to the major pinnacle moment in my life. the other day I teacher called me a geek, and I just shrugged it off. Then last night I caught myself watching a program on relativity and Einstein, then today I explained the concept to some friends, for no reason. So I fear that I have completely crossed the line into geekdom. but on the other side of my life outa school I have taken up the habit of drinking and even the occasionally black and mild. But the most frightening change came about when I started liking this song even though it wasn't the type of rock I usually liked catchy though "We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it" sad to say this is a band I’ve always disgusted and hated... and now I just hate myself, what has become of me :*( oh and if anyone ever is curious why E=MC^2 just ask its very fascinating Current Mood:  recumbent | | Friday, September 16th, 2005 | | 10:45 pm |
SEX SEX XXX ( now that i have your attention plz read on)
well today in speech we had to make a list about what were gonna talk about it our speech. i guess the person i was talkin to about my topics thought they were gonna be offencive (religion in schools, illegal immagration, etc).. so i was gonna go with my next ideas, (welfare, social security). but realized the same prob.. then i realized F offending ppl. apperintly its only offencive when a white christian has something to say, so i think im gonna go with my original ideas and hope to piss ppl off, least that way i'll know their listoning, and i hope theres alot of liberal welfaring, athiestic aliens (and by aliens i dont meant lil green men) in the crowd. Current Mood:  exanimate | | Thursday, August 25th, 2005 | | 10:05 pm |
Don't sweat the petty things and don't pet the sweaty things.
Well nothing funny or entertaining to write about since the hells of what is calc and physics have dried up what lil sence oh humor i have.. but unfortunitly when not in one of my classes i spent much time in the math lab.. when friends came in I helped them just for fun, then acturly got asked if i wanted to tutor for a whoppin 6.25 an hr, thought that its bad enough to spend time in the math lab let alone to cross the thresh hold between eager student and abnormal geekdom. also today on the way to my car a not so attractive girl was goin my way and started a convo which i tried to avoid at all cost. then upon ariving to my car which was next to hers she asked for a ride to ewers building (which was only like 100yrds away,but she didnt wanna drive, luckly my truck is messy and no room, but she then opted to jump in the bed of the truck. although it woulda been better for her to get some exercise and walk a lil, i was nice and drove her to her destination. well i did my good deed for the day so off i go later. Current Mood:  tired | | Friday, August 12th, 2005 | | 1:38 am |
So spongeBobs still kewl right? and what happened to those slap braclets?
Well I decided to update to arouse everyone... but as I set here lookin at this blank white update I start to think. "how did my life come to this", ah yes I'm a ripe 19yrs and life seems to already hit my boring midlife crisis, I guess that possible with my health that I only live to 38. Everyone says to count your blessing so here I go... dead end job, check... still living with parents, check.... reasons for getting up in the morning consist of school, and needing to tinkle, check check.... ah, yes happy not to have to deal with a female counterpart, priceless.... man at this rate I hope life don't make it to 38, guess I'm gonna have to start upping carb intake, smoking, drinking, and unprotected sex(well ok maybe not) maybe those will speed up this mid-life crisis thing or at least end it... Current Mood:  dont even know what that means | | Wednesday, June 29th, 2005 | | 7:02 pm |
funny i dont feel like austin?
real short here cause im busy, but got a few minutes of bored waiting... i dunno why but laily i've been eating hot sauce on everything, fries, burgers, bread?? its like its takin over mayo and catsup.. and the new hat wearings goin great up to 5 hats for different color and brand shirts. oh also weird thought, last night i was having a convo with a friend on the phone (one of the female persuasion) but not gettin into details she asked me "if that made me horney" now the thing she was referring to did not do ne thing for me what so ever... but i must admit havin a rather attractive girl ask if somthin made me horney was sorta a turn on, but ondoutingly the answer was no(dont want her to think im a perverted scum bag just yet).. well im sure that more info then ne one wwanted but off i go tah tah.. Current Mood: blank | | Saturday, June 25th, 2005 | | 5:57 pm |
"Could i getya some pop" is way hotter then "do you want some coke"
well i havnt updated in a while and have nuttin to say but i'm on my way back from vacation in a hotel and im bored.. but i learned a few things.. 1st off no more vacations with the parents cause i cant sleep due to my mothers resemblanceto a bear snoring alll night, even though my room was across the cabin i still heard here, so i slept one night in my closet. I also bought some hats when i went shoppin, and i deided im gonna wear them more often, cause i look prety kewl in them and more importantly they will help cover my widows peark and huge forhead, now if i could find somthin to cover my gut and butt i would be all set...and also i dunno if theres alot more hotter girls up north or that my standards our lower(not that they were high to begin with, breathing is good enough) when chicks have a real southern accent. like i dunno its soooo cute, but every single girlup here has a ring on their finger, even if they look 15, not that i was checkin the 15yr olds out??.. does ne one else find that attractive,the accent, not the illegal thing??? THE END Current Mood:  geeky | | Thursday, May 5th, 2005 | | 9:31 pm |
my honk's mighter then my bite
well i was going to write about somthin sorta funny at work but somthin on the way home happened.... well as i pulled up to a stop light i noticed the car in front of me, that a guy was yelling and i could hear him a lil then he struck the lady next to him, seeing this i sorta shocked and honked my horn.. the guy gettin the gist of why i honked got outa his car and started yellin at me i wont pertend to be tuff, i almost peed my pants... well i finally worked the nerve up to say somthin back "get back in your car" then i realized that wasnt the right thing cause he just struck the girl, but he complied none the less..... well on the slightly more humorous side at work me and another co-worked noticed this guy with long hair that well sorta looked like a chick from the back, when another employee came from the back we signaled to him to look at the guy so he could be as confused and disturbed as we were by noticing this man-woman but instead he just looked at the she-man and said "yea she's cute".... after reading my days events one might come to the conclusion that men are pigs... i'm trying to think of a explination, but i have none Current Mood:  bored | | Saturday, April 23rd, 2005 | | 10:05 pm |
Stupid people say the dumbest things
Well I got nothing to talk about but I’m bored and waiting to go do something... so I decided to write to all of my maybe one readers.. Least I hope Leggs is still reading my stuff... well something’s been bothering me for a while... well 2 days.. the other night when I was working I overheard (ok eavesdropping) this girl on her cell phone say and I’M quoting here "if it wasn’t for my goat, I wouldn’t have gotten the job" I paused for a few minutes wondering what possibly this could have meant, maybe I miss heard her, maybe goat is slang for something my sheltered mind doesn’t know about.. But I'M sure I heard her well... seriously this has been in my head nonstop... I think people saying dumb things like this is what causes people to have aneurisms... Because ppl contemplate what these stupid ppl say so much that a blood vessel just pops and fall over dead… Thank the stupid ppl of the world for causing more stress then need be. Current Mood:  aggravated | | Monday, April 11th, 2005 | | 9:46 pm |
Jolene got a drill, I got a night i can't even remember
I would just like to say to ne of my past and hopfully still friends, that I appolagize for ne thing i did or said saturday night, I wasn't under my own control, and im sure everyone there knew that... but plz dont hold ne thing against me, but i'm done with the "spirits" because im a mean-er person when i drink so no more of that for me, cause i'd like to keep the few friends i have still in my life.... P.S. Boobahs are funny even before alcohol is in play | | Wednesday, March 16th, 2005 | | 12:41 am |
No questions, not wondering, only read... somethings are better not pondered
Relinquishing I sit up late and wonder why I burn the bridges and put up walls Reality sets in, the end is nigh He’s making his rounds, taking no calls The clock is frozen, time suspended Coming to collect my bill in full My time has come, my time has ended Grasping firm, one last tug, one last pull Trying to resist, but I must concede He knows my weakness, and sees my faults The goals I sought were all mislead With love comes bliss, yet more pain exalts Letting go I wonder no more I brought this all upon me Sadness, hatred, greed I all implore A lifetime to learn, there’s no guarantee Current Mood: complexed | | Wednesday, December 8th, 2004 | | 12:19 am |
"Merry XXXXXXMAS" THE POLITICALLY CORRECT HOLIDAY
well i havnt wrote in awhile and i dunno if ne ones even reading these thing still and if they are im sure they dont care about my opinions but thats all im gonna write about here cause i was truily upset about somthin thats been goin on latily. u may not even realize this unless you read or watch alot of news but well i do cause i got nothin else to do between the long times or nothingness i call life... well latily on the news ppl are now upset about Christians turning Christmas into a Relgious holiday.. thats right you heard me.. PPl are now trying to take the Christ outa Christmas. What these morons dont understand is well Christmas is not about fat guys makin lil kids sit on there lap. Its about Jesus Christ being born.. My word of advice is if you dont approve of Christianity then don't celebrate OUR holidays.. This is gettin outa hand "they" take God out of everything, did you know they wrote laws banning Bibles being used in school before banning guns... ppl of other religions or none at all always try bashing and stop christians from worshiping and praying, but have u ever heard of a christian complaining and stoping about other religions in america,NO. cause thats politically incorrect but i guess it's only ecceptable to bash CHristians. "In God We Trust" is the US motto.. this is not some physco bible thumping Christians doing.. the US adopted this motto because Christian ppl on Christian principles founded this nation adn this is history not fiction. If many ppl died for our freedom on a hwole these Christian ppl, ten their motto should be displayed on our schools walls. If God offends you, then I suggest you consider another part of the world as your new home, because God is part of our culture... as a christian im happy with our culture and have no desire to change, so if you have a prob with who we are then leave. This is OUR COUNTRY, our land, and our lifestyle. Our First Amendment gives every citizen the right to express his opinion and we will allow you every opportunity to do so. Everyone has the right to worship as they plz giving to them by the 1st amendment, but no where does it give one the right to bash stop or take out Christian morals already instealed. its more of a do your won thing and just deal with everyone elses kinda thing. But, once you are done complaining, whining, and B*tchin about our flag, our pledge, our US motto, or our way of life, if you dont like all of the above then heres on more freedom and maybe the greatest of all "the right to leave" Current Mood: aggravated | | Monday, November 1st, 2004 | | 4:48 pm |
I'm a dick
I don't surpose that ne one reading this watched team america:world police but it gives a simplistic overview on politics and the way america deals w/terrorist. American conservatives are dicks.... liberals are pussies. And terrorist are assholes. Pussies don't like dicks!.. because pussies get fucked by dicks. But dicks also fuck assholes. Assholes who just want to shit on everything. Pussies may think they can deal with assholes their way, but the only thing that can fuck an asshole... is a dick... with some balls. The problem with dicks is that sometimes they fuck too much, or fuck when it isn't apporoporate, and it takes a pussy to show 'em that. But sometimes pussies get so full of shit that they become assholes themselves. Because pussies are only an inch and a half away from assholes. If dicks cant fuck assholes...... we are gonna have our dicks and our pussies... all covered in shit. Current Mood: blah | | Saturday, October 23rd, 2004 | | 10:03 pm |
Life is Like a Lovily Bunch of nukes, dedly-de
ok well i noticed that you can't say ne thing these days in fear of offending someone this is called being politicaly correct. but since when can't we tell ppl the truth just because it's gonna offend someone, well tuff.. first off ppl need to get over this whole idea that if we get outa iraq that the terriost will stop attacking us. well spain thought this would work and got outa iraq and a week later an attempt to kill their high court was done by the taliban and terroist.. see if you leave the terrorist alone their not gonna leave you alone they're gonna attack you more to make sure you dont get involved ne more. also for ppl who dont understand the muslim religion they believe if your a threat to them that they need to decapitate you to intimidate, what kinda religion is this? one that beleives you recieve 77 vigins or whatever in heaven, how do u enjoy this if your flesh is left on earth though? I'm very disapointed at the moment in both canidates for worrying more about a flu serum when a women right now is being held hostiage and threated to be killed.. somthin needs to be done soon, and im afriad the answer may just be to nuke ne city with more then 50% terriost living there. heck back in WWII we nuked a city of innocent ppl jsut to stop the japs. from fighting ne more.and it worked! and everyone back then thought that was a great move.. well why not nuke some ppl that really deserve it. i say to you vote for Bush he's the only canidate capible of handling and having the balls to deal w/the terriost. Kerry only wants to put the US in a fetal position and hand over all decisions to the UN, heck why dont we just elect FRANCE to rule us.. also the scarriest thing is S.S. (social secerity). Kerry dosnt wanna change ne thing in fear of upsetting senio r citizens. well as you may know by the time we are old enough to recieve S.S. (65) there will be no S.S. left.. well Bush has a good idea, instead of paying S.S. to the gov. we will put are own money from our paycheck into a personal account recieveing greater interest rates (more then what ss is doing now) so when were 65 we will acturly recieve S.S. instead of kerry's plan of us paying S.S. our entire life to pay older ppl and recieve nothing in return. something needs to be done now plz vote intelligently. dont vote for someone who simply votes based on what ever the popular pole shows. originaly kerry was pro war (veitnam) against war(veitnam protesteing) for war(iraq, even when knowing theres no WMD) then he cahnged his mind AGAIN simply because crazy Dean was gaining ground as a anti-war canidate. vote for someone who you at least know what they stand for not someone who switches his mind based on what the majority is, not to mention checking with other nations before making a decision. I thought we fought a war of indepence already so we could make our own decisions. Current Mood: bored | | Saturday, October 16th, 2004 | | 2:24 am |
| | Wednesday, October 13th, 2004 | | 5:01 pm |
I held an automatic door open for someone today.. I'm such a gentleman
well its been a while since my last update since i had absolutely nothing to talk about.. but i decided to cave in and write about absulotely nothing. but i had to promise a certain someone i wouldnt write about ne thing depressing, aka my life.. well i had a hard test this morning and i got a 36 outa 50 and sad thing is that was one of the highest grades in that class. also the thing is its in personal wellness. WTF, how can i have a C in PW i mean i know im not in the best of shape but common. I also made the mistake of callin the teacher Mrs. Burton today instead of DR. Burton, she snapped at me, and now not only am i failing she hates me too.. i dont wanna call her Dr. her degree was in art not even ne thign to do w/personal wellness plus she can barily tie her shoes w/out losing breath so how dare she expect me to know what the best protein,carb, vitamin is essential in my life, i dont care im proud that my diet consist of nacho cheese and burgers, damit im an american i wanna eat like one and be happy and die young do to health problems thats my constitutional right. also we had to take a body composition test that measures yur fat % well mine was 23 which makes me fat, Like i needed a 400$ machine to tell me that.. but i felt better when the girl next to me that only weighed 130 had a higher fat % of 28... well ne ways ill be going now and make sure to vote as long as you vote for the right candidate.. GO G Dubya Current Mood:  groggy | | Friday, October 8th, 2004 | | 8:26 pm |
I wanna Be superman just to wear the kewl tights
yanno i usally try tieing in my title with my update story but seeing as how no one else does this i shall stop as well. so instead im just gonna write whatever pops into my mind, welcome the the frighting parellels of my mind do dodo do dodo do do (music from twilight zone). well yanno lack of sleep and lots of alcohol have alot in common the more ya have the more likly ya are to say stupid things you'll regret later, so remeber to sleep alot and drink plenty, that way u at least wont even remeber saying ne thing at all.... to bad theres not a reverse button in life so ya can go back and record somthin else over stupid comments, but i guess if that was possible Kerry would never speak. well im sincerly regreting saying somthin the other day while i was under the influence of sleep depervation and im kinda worried the person may act werid around me now, seeing they left shortly after my ignorant comments. well life goes on and since i had none to begin with i guess nothings gonna change ne ways. well hope i didnt confuse the few ppl who acturly decided to read this. oh and i jiggled a headlight the other day. Current Mood:  worried | | Thursday, September 30th, 2004 | | 6:45 pm |
The Best Example of Hypicritical Nature is Found in a Mirror
i know what yur thinking 2 updates so soon after one another.. well i have plenty of free time tonight since my lil swarray with the young republicans club was cancelled. On the birght side this gave me time to catch up on things going on in congress this way i can understand what their talkin about during the debate tonight.. WARNING b4 reading ne further plz notice these are my own opinions and it may upset ppl w/incorrect opinions.. first off the marrige amendment act.. i just dont understand being bias or unbais towards gay ppl IT isnt racisim if ne thing its sexism and its deffinitly not a sickness.. We dont give ppl with really really close friends that live together ne type of benifiets so why should homosexuals. If a genetic alcoholic can refrain from a drink, homosexuals can refrain from sexist preferences. We must work together to help gay folks to deal effectively with their same-sex-ism w/out making them outcast. one thing that is upsetting me is all the ignorant Christians out there they say that in the bible homosexuality isnt set aside to be a sin against God or even incorrect, well that may be im not totally sure. But i do know that sodomy is a sin, so unless all gays are gonna be selabit then its not right w/the Bible. I'm not one to make this into a religious discusion because you cant ague someones beliefs but i dont like the whole situation based on the fact is ppl just are never happy and constantly want more and more from the gov. Look up marriage in the dictionary "a union between a man and a women".. i have no problem with ppl who like the same sex at all i have multiple friends that are, i may not agree w/their actions but im not gonna judge their life style. i just dont think they should be able to get married, im sorry, its just not possible. well i was gonna chat about all the other issues but im sure i've offended enough ppl just from this topic so i shall be retiring now farwell. go daba-u if ya wanna hit up some hot political topics go to http://www.congress.org/congressorg/issuesaction/votelist/?issue=7 Current Mood: confused | | Tuesday, September 28th, 2004 | | 10:02 pm |
Turning the other Cheek and trying not to show Crack
yanno i thought for a long time as i always due and I came to a conclusion, I'm looking at this life thing totally the wrong way. Instead of being depressed and quick to anger I need to learn to turn the other cheek. I was anXious to put this new concept to practice. On the way to work as I pulled up to a red to make a right turn, I of course stopped even though no one was on the road this early (eccept the person behind me) but it's always nice to check b4 going... well as I let off the brake and slowly started to press the gas the person behind me honked and I looked in the rear view mirror and they were signaling pretty rudely to hurry and turn. So to put my new concept into practice I decided this person needed a nice hello. So I pressed on the brake again and turned around and waved at them and smiled, for a second I thought my cheerfulness was spreading and they were waving back, but instead I came to see only one finger and not the entire hand was being waved. now usually I would have gave them the same signal back at them but I remembered the lil Jesus fish on my tailgate and decided to turn the other cheek. But I couldn't bring myself to flash them the other cheek so I decided to let bygones be bygones and just move on.. Man this being nice thing is much harder then I thought, no wounder so many ppl rather be miserable, rude, crude, evil ppl because its so much easier... well I'll get back to you later on how well this lil nice, turning the other cheek experiment is going. till next time this is the new and improved matt saying c-ya 0:) Current Mood:  optimistic | | Saturday, September 25th, 2004 | | 12:27 am |
Curiosity.. the cat killer
Just curious why the world spins , why God made me how he did. why the heck did i end up w/the friends i got, not saying im a great person, but common i deserve better. just curious if i lost a bet in a previous life and this is my punishment. yanno im starting to think maybe my friends aint the prob, but crap that means its me, can that be. and everytime i like someone, b4 i even get a chance to be shot down somthin else happens, like there dating someone or like someone, not interested in anyone and turn out to be a lesbian.... ok maybe not the last one sorry that was my dreaming last night... maybe i should do one of those online hook-up services, but im just afraid its gonna tell me im unmatchable or tell me to turn gay... but im glad im no curious cat. Current Mood:  envious | | Friday, September 24th, 2004 | | 1:44 am |
well tonight i went to micheals and then out to eat w/2 yes count them 2 lovily females. only because there in my group project for per. well. and no one else eccept us 3 showed up. other wise i would never be so lucky. I got to know them both pretty well and they couldnt be more different. one the hometown sweetie all inoccent and christian. the other a lil rebelious and umm ill just say not so innocent and spare the details. well we all had dinner and everything went well. when we left the hellian got in her car and left cause she had to go somewhere. the goody toshoe one stayed and talked to me for another 30mins having a lovily convo. but after all said and done i wished the bad girl stayed, is it so wrong/ Why is it everyone wants to be w/a bad one, but no one can trust them to date them. usally its the good girl going after the bad guy. but i guess its the opposite for me. i mean im not saying i wanna hoe or be currupted by evil its jsut i dont know why i liked her more, guess she was jsut more interesting. ok well i just figured everyone would wanna know my lovily day well peaceout and until next time same mat-channel same mat-time Current Mood:  disappointed |
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